Elyz the Gypsy

Les Miserables

The Great Gatsby

The Dark Knight Rises

The Hobbit

Thank you, Hollywood, for finally figuring out greatness.

…displeased me.

And also I feel like the teen angst is rubbing off on me. #livingathomeproblems

@amoregloriousdawn: Precisely.  Especially since I’m sharing a room with my sister who is graduating high school on Friday.  It’s like all the restlessness has condensed into a cloud of angst.

How am I supposed to believe in myself when you so clearly don’t.

You keep saying you do, but you never go out on a limb to help me here.  Maybe I’m just asking too much.  Maybe you don’t realize just how little self-confidence I have.

How the hell am I supposed to make it if you keep telling me with your eyes I’ll never be good enough.

Maybe you’re happy to impact your little corner of the world but I can’t settle like that.  It really broke my heart when my friends were more encouraging about an upcoming audition than you were.

You know what if that’s how it has to be then fine.  Christ will be my strength.

But don’t you dare try to tell me you’re trying to fix my life when I see you emailing back and forth with him and then saying I don’t see what “God’s doing in my life.”  If you think you can fit me into your mold of how my life should work, you’re wrong.

I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment.

(When you keep typing and deleting…and finally give up)

Courtesy of The Beach Boys Radio on Pandora.

And this guy…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AW579icDRSA&feature=share

Definitely singing Shake it Out by Florence + The Machine

lols.

Maybe I’ll tape it, I feel pretty good about it.

Singing “Call me when you’re Sober” by Evanescence for the audition today.

Just fell into place and I can sing it pretty smoothly for what they’re expecting.

Score.

Thanks God. :)

…if the sign reads Ninevah or Moab?

At NCSUDOT base camp:

Megan, at the lookout post so very far away:

hey guys…hey…hey…guys?  Can I have one?

(Meanwhile:

Jerk McJerkPants moved my road closed sign and drove on in…ya know b/c I clearly don’t matter.

I’ve been trying for a week to put into words how I feel now that Ipseity is done with filming…and nothing’s adequate so here are some gifs to explain better:

When you realize what you’ve accomplished:

When you realize you will never again shoot a scene from that film:

Driving everywhere and back like:

Trying to sleep at night like:

now?

Listening to Sound of Silence on repeat like: